I have a complicated relationship to men. All men. All ages of men. (only exception is Liam)
It's like, I can't be a friend, I can't be a lover, I can't be anything to men.
I wish to work on this, I would love to be able to be friends with a man, even a married man perhaps, is that even possible?
It just seems rather impossible, the whole idea of it all.
Maybe I should try to find a partner? But I am not so sure that I want one of those, or that I indeed can even find one.
It's all tricky and difficult and I want to slip out of this knot.