Marianne (a_lost_marianne) wrote,

anxiety comes in waves, over and over and over again

I can't breath and I can't speak

I am thinking about ending it all and I can't think of something better for me to do anymore, I just can't see a way out anymore.

in the middle of all this, I get news of friends off on holidays, others buying houses, others falling in love etc etc, all good things, and sure I can be pleased for them but I can't really feel good about anything, there is no joy or happiness left in me. this life has finally beat me down to nothingness. I am totally worthless.
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